Elijah:92 Days in Heaven.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you and imagine how at peace you are. Each day that passes I think of how blessed you are to go straight to Heaven. A one way ticket, a free pass. How lucky my sister was to carry such a blessing for 9 months. God had his eye on you the whole time. Knowing what was to come. He made sure you gave us all hope and sunshine in a dark trying time during those 9 months. We didn't know how much we needed you during that time but God did. You served your purpose and it was perfect. You brought so much happiness and love. I wonder why I still cry over you, it's just because I miss the days we could of had. I miss the thought of you. It's just my own selfishness. How greedy of me to want you here when there is no peace in the world. Today, no tears. Just thankfulness of the way I can see a different side of how your life was the perfect piece to a unfit puzzle and how you were so needed during your short life. Sometimes heartache is there in our road of life for reasons we don't know until the pain has already happened. It still may take a while to see everything but for now. I'm thankful. Thankful for you. I hope you're up there stretching and yawning while Jesus watches you as you rest. You're still our sunshine. Even on the cloudy days. You're precious feet left a permanent mark on our hearts. Happy 3 months in Heaven.
Love,
The Guffeys
